Zhee's Thoughts

 Hi readers... It's me once again , due to popular demands i'm writing again lol ... The last time I posted was in june, such a long time ago. The past few months have been quite rough and challenging for me but i'm standing strong. Before I go on let me inform you guys about my new status , I am now a REGISTERED NURSE 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳. Becoming a registered nurse is one of the battles I faced this year , it was quite challenging preparing for the exam because a lot happened. Three weeks before my exam , my mum fell sick and then I started having this overwhelming feeling that I was going to fail my exam . This feeling lingered in my heart for about 2 weeks , anytime I pick up my book to read there's this voice telling me I was going to fail and tbh I don't know why I was scared because i'm not usually scared of exams so this feeling was new to me , I read and prayed and to the glory of God I passed my exam. To the order of the day , I want to talk about one...

 Hi readers 😍 It's another weekend🥂How has our week been?Mine has been pretty good other than the fact that I have an important exam to prepare for and yesterday I wrote a test and forgot to put my name on the test booklet 😂 isn't God good? . These past weeks I have developed an affinity for apostle Joshua Selman's teaching, before I only watch some of his clips online but i'm really invested now and I must say that man is truly a man of God . There's something about his teaching that makes you feel like it's God himself that is teaching you these things...one of the things that has been glued to my mind from one of his teachings is that "God's mercy is powerful but there's a condition to accessing God's mercy and that is brokenness" . It really got to me because it opened my eyes to some of the things believers do and when we don't see results we complain. He said " you're praying for mercy and you believe that you can stil...

 Hi readers 😍  My lovessss how are you all doing?do you guys remember the first story I wrote and I mentioned  something about inconsistency? tbh it has started kicking in and I've been tempted to stop writing but I won't stop because I still love you guys😘😘😘 Last week i went for a friend's birthday party and all I can say is that I'll never be poor in my life . The party started with a dinner with the celebrant and some other close friends , the hotel where the dinner took place was very nice and beautiful . Let me gist you guys ... I and my friend took a cab from where we lodged to the venue of the dinner and on stepping out of the cab tell me why the first persons i saw was a couple ..they were looking so sweet that I almost had diabetes just by looking at them .Anyways we entered the hotel and had to wait for the rest (apparently we were early comers) people started coming later and it was cool,everyone came single then this guy from my class just came with his ...

 Hi readers😍  It's another week again , I wish yesterday never ended  . Anyways the past week has been a whole lot , I had a drama concert in my fellowship on Wednesday and i'm the one in charge of drama department, so I'd been having rehearsals almost everyday for some  weeks now .It's been a lot guyss but thank God it's over and it was a success Anyways guys, this week we'll be talking about phone call anxiety . I know some of us don't know something like this exists , I found out about it sometime last year when someone on instagram was talking about their experience and I realized that I also experienced some of these symptoms and I still very much do tbh. Most times my phone is always on silent but whenever it isn't and I hear it ring my heart beats a little bit faster regardless of whoever is calling. I never put much thought to it until it became a persistent thing and i stopped picking people's calls deliberately , that was when I knew I hav...

 Hi readers😍 Long time no read , it's been a while.. I know . These past weeks I don't know what has been wrong with me , anytime I pick up my phone to write, I end up not writing and this has been happening for two weeks . At first , I had the excuse of writing exams but I'd finished my exams a long time ago so I had no excuse just procrastination and inconsistency kicking in. I and a friend were talking yesterday and she asked me about the blog ,I told her what's happening with me and she encouraged me to just write anything because people are reading it . I've never been more encouraged ...voila here I am writing . You guys should pray for me . Have you ever met someone and you guys just clicked? like you guys just met but you talked and talked for hours without running out of what to say . Well I've met quite a few , one of them being this my friend that encouraged me to write again. The day we started talking to each other was crazy , we attend the same fe...

 Hi readers😍 How have you all been? I've been stressed guys! nursing science is after my life , I've been writing exams that's why I've been unable to post . Anyways my exam would be finishing next week so I'd be back to you fully. Lest I forget ,happy new month guys 🥳🥳🥳. I'm sure some of you are wondering why "chronicles of Lagos married men". Yesternight  my roommates and I were talking about men specifically married men and i just decided to write about the shege I've seen in the hands of married men. You guys ,if I'd decided to date all the married men that has approached me in this Lagos ehn I'll be living in banana island ,driving a benz ,have my own supermarket by now but fear of God no gree leave me . Asides from fear of God sef my morals wouldn't allow me date someone's husband , anyways I'll be giving you guys gist about some of them that has "toasted"me. Sometime ago around 2018 , I was doing my IT in a ...

 Hi readers 😍  It's another weekend again, hope we're enjoying it? mine started with house chores and cooking, I prepared semo for the house this morning but the semo wanted to disgrace me 🙆 a whole me that would soon go to my husband's house. Anyways to the glory of God we ate it like that because it's not me that would prepare another one. Next week would make it 3months that we started this journey and it's been wonderful interacting with you guys, you guys kept me going even when i wanted to stop writing . I've been getting so many beautiful reviews from my readers and some even brings me to tears .I love you all. Now to the order of the day ,someone suggested I make my write-ups a little bit lengthier so if this is longer than the usual pls enjoy with me .   Some years back...i, my younger sister,and my mother were walking somewhere and all of a sudden my mother noticed I wasn't wearing earrings and my sister was wearing , she asked me why I wasn'...

 Hi readers 😍 How are you all doing? The last post made me realize some of us are going through things and we've suppressed and accepted it to be so but we should always be able our concerns and issues somehow that's why this blog was created.  I'll write on how parents cause sibling rivalry one day but not today. I mentioned sometime ago that my phone got spoilt ,to the glory of God yesterday it got repaired thanks to a well wisher. You guys!! I've finally accepted that there will be no ring on my finger any time soon (ask me why) .Two major incidents happened this past week that made me come to this conclusion. Stay tuned . The first incident: On Wednesday i followed my mother to oshodi market in lagos (drums rolling) we went to get some owanbe materials and it was all cool till it was time to go home .  Going home i was carrying the load to where we'll board a bus but then it got to a point I had to put the load on my head 😭 because my hand was aching . Tell me...

 Hi readers 😍 Happy weekend everyone , I missed you guys although I'm not sure you guys missed me .Last week was a very hectic one for me especially because of the presidential election which is another story on its own. When I was younger my mother would always tell me that I'm the first born and I should always behave well, get good grades and the likes because my younger ones were looking up to me whilst I had no one to look up to. Now growing up I can understand why Esau sold his birthright to Jacob in the Bible because my dearsss it's not easy being the first child. As the first child ,you're an experiment to your parents,you're the one they'll use to run several hypothesis of parenthood since they haven't done it before but it's not supposed to be so. As parents, once you find out that you're pregnant start reading books about parenting but you see this our African parents they'll rely on how and what their ancestors taught them instead of...

 Hi readers😍 It's that time of the week again,how's our weekend going? Mine's pretty boring . This week has been a rollercoaster of events ranging from scarcity of cash,valentine ,rioting in different parts of the country and the one I want to talk about (the video of when a man pays or gives money is when a certain lady can commit). So many times I've noticed some kind of sense of entitlement in ladies and it annoys me . I know some people will say 'don't you like money'? I can assure you that I love money and i'm not opposed to collecting money from the other gender however where it becomes an issue for me is when you think you can tell a man how to spend his money or telling him to give you money before /after you sleep with him.(you're just a glorified hookup girl in the disguise of a girlfriend). I have seen a scenario whereby this girl meets a guy and that same evening she was telling him she needs money to buy clothes (bro if you didn't m...

 Hi readers😍 You guys !!! I lost my dignity this week precisely on Monday. Let me give you the gist.     On Monday was the induction ceremony of the newly graduated medical students in my school and i went for the reception party with my fellowship members ,on getting there i collected rice,drink and jotter (all good right) .  You guys ...i went back to my hostel in the back of a pick up truck 😂 I'm putting this out here because it's possible you see my video on instablog when I finally blow and my haters want to blackmail me 😪. This is how it happened: my friends were the ones to pack the chairs and other sound instruments we used back to the church so i was waiting for them however by the time i finished waiting there was no school bus again and the other option was to take a bike but bike men said they weren't accepting transfer and there was no cash . What to do ? The pickup truck that was carrying chairs back to the church was there ,that's how my friend...

 Hi readers 😍 Finally January has ended 🥳🥳 it looked like it wasn't going to .Low key i didn't want january to end because my exams are starting this month😫.Anyways happy new month my lovelies 🥳🥳. With the way things are going in this country ,if you survive each day then you deserve a medal 🏅because Nigeria can now be likened to the kingdom of heaven where only the violent taketh by force ..pheew . At the beginning of this year ,I had some resolutions and some of them seemed impossible for me ,however I thought hard about it and how i was going to achieve some of them then i resolved to breaking it down monthly ,weekly and daily... i.e every month,week,day i had some goals to achieve .   There are some things that you'd want to do and that may seem daunting and you find yourself slacking , I think the best way to approach such situation is to break down those things into daily or weekly tasks. The most important step is for you to write down your goals first .For ...

 Hi readers❤❤ I no longer get excited about the weekend because it disappears within 30mins and before you know it another monday is here. I've been thinking a lot about my life and i've come to the conclusion that if getting a nursing degree would cost me my life then i want to be a car dealer .I know you're thinking why cars right? I'm a very big lover of cars (I know we all are) ,i like talking about cars,car brands,their features and the likes 🥺 you people won't understand until you see me talking about a car . So to the order of the day , we're still talking about depression and before i move on to the symptoms of depression, I'd like to say that one of the worst thing you  can say to a depressed person is that " Things will work out" or saying "You don't have to think too much about (whatever is causing the person to be depressed) or "The Lord is your strength" .The reason being that the depressed person knows that things ...

 Hi readers❤❤ It's another weekend again ,is it just me or this January isn't januarying 🤔all other Januarys have always been slow but this one is running like it's owing someone money . Anyways i want to talk about one major destabilizer of our mental health and that is depression. I know many of us claim that "we're depressed " especially university students (depression here and there) but are we really depressed ?? Recently we were taught depression in my class and the types and symptoms were listed and during that teaching my eyes were opened to some things . There is a difference between being sad and being depressed but so many people like the term 'depression' because it makes them feel woke .Last year i battled with depression a lot of times , I had suicidal thoughts so many times but thank God i didn't act on them . So many people didn't know i was battling with depression except for one person and that wasn't until the end of the...

 Hi readers❤❤ Happy weekend everyone 🤗 I've decided to make this blog a weekly one because school has resumed 😪 I've been talking to my prospective husbands to come and marry me so they can open a supermarket for me and let me be a madam... i'm tired of school . Sorry guys the only way you can get a rich husband is by praying to this merciful God  lol if I know how to get a rich husband i won't be here writing stories I'll be busy taking care of my man 🥱. My week has been kind of stressful with back to back lectures ,my lecturers don't have chills at all but the love of this degree is what's still keeping me.  Anyways don't forget to mind your business guys and drink lots of water and also keep praying .It only gets better . Thanks for reading i love you . ❤💡😘

 Hi readers❤ Since you guys want to know about the date badly,here it is. The guy offered to come pick me up at home because i'm a baby girl that shouldn't be stressed and I agreed (the price of bolt was my determining factor) ,when he came i told him to stay a couple of houses away from mine the reason being that my family members would start asking question i wasn't interested in answering. We went to a place called food city (don't judge me i like food) ,we were getting to know each other better and i was already ticking boxes in my head (pls i must marry this year) we started with talking about God, church and things related to that ...in my head i was like 'get me a man that talks about God and i'm married' dramatic ? yeah i know .  Anyways the conversation got to a point where we asked about each other's age and he is 14 years older than me (if not that i was in public ,I would have fainted) although he looks older than me but I was thinking probab...

 Hi readers ❤ My people my people how are you all doing?so i went on a date yesterday (I don't know if i should call it that ) anyway it was super boring but i got free dinner out of it. I think i'm done with talking stages for the year lol. Since I was like 18years, every new year's day is always a Q&A session featuring me,my mother and my big mommy. I always get grilled about my nonexistent boyfriend . It's not my fault that i'm single they just don't want to hear ,my mom always say i'm picky but i'm just particular about the kind of man i want .African mothers don't want to hear that anyways. Back to my date , our meeting was just like a scene out of a kdrama🤭 ,we met one day while it was raining,I was going home from church and he had to take shelter where I was standing also and we got talking, one thing led to another and we had our first date yesterday. If you want to know more about my date stay tuned 😉. I was wondering if i should make...

 Hi readers ❤ Guys!! this past 2 days has been annoying asf,my phone fell into water and has been bad so i couldn't use it except to make and receive calls . I still haven't repaired it because my riches are still stored in heavenly places and i haven't converted it to naira yet  . I never thought the day would come where something would happen to my phone and all my concerns would be about writing🥴 I was seriously worried about the fact that i haven't written in two days and me writing this now is a miracle because my phone is still bad (as they say miracle no dey tire Jesus) . I realized something while I was just sitting and talking to myself yesterday , I was thinking that this year I don't want to be on God's strongest soldiers list .I want to live a soft life and i realized that God actually put curveballs in our paths because of how much he loves us and the size of the obstacles depicts how much God loves us and another thing I realized is that at the en...

 Hi readers ❤❤ Let me start by wishing you a happy new year🥳🥳🥳, i hope we're excited for the new year ? I for one i'm very excited ,I've never been excited for a new year like this but this year is different because deep down I know i'm going to grow in a lot of ways and I can't wait . One of my plans for this new year is to start working out (might not seem like a lot )but i've been putting it off for so long due to laziness and procrastination remember i told you I have an inconsistency problem  but these things got nothing on me this year 😁😁. One major thing I left out in the past write-ups is that i'm a believer (I know you're wondering how because of my name , it's a long story so stay tuned to get the gist 😉) and this is a major pinnacle in this journey as God is the alpha and omega of this our journey . Today I'll be celebrating the new year in a grand style by eating lots of food and sleeping after church (ikr it sounds very fun 😊)...

 Hi readers ❤ This is day 2 of our journey :'our' because we're all in this together, cool right... Anyways today is the last day of this year and personally this year has really been challenging,i fell into depression so many times but i'm grateful that i'm still alive.  I'm so excited for the new year because I know it holds a lot of good things for me .Past years i've never had or written a new year resolution plan that people do however I'll be joining that train this year because I already have a list of things I'll be doing in the new year in my head😊 i just hope I'll be able to go through with it because one of my major problem is inconsistency and tbh I hope I am able to overcome it this year . I'll be sharing some of my plans for the new year as we continue on this beautiful journey... Though some people may believe that the new year is just another day for them and there's nothing special about it (ikr😏) anyways I think even t...